I know and understand the experience and feeling of being lost. I often feel like a man without a country - as if I am asked again and again to leave all that I know and love behind. To pack a few meager belongings and set off - adrift on an unknown sea - afoot on an undefinable territory fitted with strange images and ways that are unknown to me. Leaving me cold and haunted -having me long for the comfort and safety of a home I don't even know.
Mostly, when I become immersed in lost places and mysterious circumstances, I feel torn between staying to try and figure things out and wanting to wake from a frightful dream.
How can I want to be a leader among men, and at the same time struggle to find my own way?
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